Is it Meant to Be?

It's been so long, I've never said a thing, so scared of what she thinks or what the future brings. If I speak up now, will I be losing out? ‘Cause I don’t wanna jeopardize the time we have but I’ve been going mad with all the time that’s passed, so tonight’s the night I finally speak my mind. She opens up the door; we’ve made plans to eat. I better start this speech before we even leave because if I don’t, I know I won’t. I’ve got some things to tell you but they’re hard to say and it’s been that way since I saw your face. I look her in the eyes; she’s not surprised. I start to get the feeling that it’s just not mean to be. I start to get the feeling that it’s just not mean to be. I’ll finish what I’m saying but it’s hard as hell ‘cause I can already tell that it’s not going well. I push on through; I’m falling for you. I can’t believe I’m here and that it took so long but after four love songs, something feels so wrong. She must have known and now I’ll have to go. I start to get the feeling that it’s just not mean to be. I start to get the feeling that it’s just not mean to be. I start to get the feeling that it’s just not mean to be. I start to get the feeling that it’s just not mean to be. And even though I see it, I hold on to hope because she hasn’t spoke but when she does I’ll know. The silence screams my uncertainties. She doesn’t say a word but leans in for a hug and it’s almost enough to know it’s one way love. And then she pulls away and she starts to say, “I don’t wanna say but it’s just not meant to be. I don’t wanna say but it’s just not meant to be. I don’t wanna say but it’s just not meant to be. I don’t wanna say but it’s just not meant to be. It’s not meant to be. It’s not meant to be. It’s not meant to be. It’s not meant to be. It’s not meant to be. It’s not meant to be. It’s not meant to be.”

Chester See - Is it Meant to Be (NIKI Part IV)